The Transparency

You came to me, but not me to you

for me you were love, for you i was a stranger

You got me and made me crazier

You supplied my heart and mind

with you as my fantasy, or could it be soon reality?

Sometimes I wonder, where you are.

But your just on my dreams.

Even if you are in my front

Just a fiction of my imaginary schemes

You may be real yet untouchable

Still your a ghost and stays on my fantasy

My eyes was searching for apples

And you were the ripest one.

So i tried to grab you, but your too high.

You used to be where everybody

went on these days.

You go to your hobby

And me at my place - under the wretched state.

How can i get someone so perfect like you? 

You looked to me yet i was transparent

you just passed through me.

you talked to your friends at my back

While i stare at you with a loneliness sack.

And then i wondered "was i really stupid?"

You got the best of me, but i recovered

So i let myself off you and tried to think of me.

All i was thinking was you 

but your the one i dont deserve.

So your now off my track and im ready to learn.

Love can be found anywhere

but opportunities aren't everywhere.

We may not know each other

But i got an affection for you

But still i thank you 

coz i met you, but u dont met me

If it wasn't for ur existence, i won't see d world

and if it wasn't for you i wont be able to reach

The real dreams my life can commit....